Torture Soul

It said that all artist have torture soul like Neesha. I think this is true as it is part of their genius. Philip Nod is no different. He suffer great depression when he was younger maybe because Kurt dies and he felt a part of Kurt. Or maybe cause other people believe he was gay like artist and that hurt him inside. But then he listen to Unwound and all became better. He start sell Michael Jackson videos to big rich businessmen and make lots of money to buy clothes from Atelier and model on internet. This very inspiring story.

But then I meet Karlo overlord and JoJo minion from Atelier and they show me this done by Pilip:



It very dark with holes. Maybe his soul not fully healed. It very romantic but no need to feel sad. Pnidz turn his torture to make money and buy clothes and he live happier than before he listen to Unwound.

Today I hurt my back and feel depress but I will listen to Unwound and then feel better tomorrow. Maybe not perfect enuff to sit here and shoot jizzums all over Pnod's photos but that OK. Pnod teach me I don't need to fully heel to be my best self.